Wednesday, June 29, 2011

LOST AND WILL BE FOUND

WARNING: You are now entering into my thoughtbox here, maybe irrelevant, but what the heck this is my blog after all.


Forgive me for it's been a while since I last posted. I had been having some boggling moments lately that needed my major attention. This is the point of my life where I feel like a major flop. I'm definitely a NPA(no permanent address) when I'm at Manila which is really my home; I still don't have a job and the jobs I want seems like they didn't want me; I try to do something productive but then I stopped because of my NPA situation and I'm currently residing in Pampanga though sometimes we go back to Manila to take care of somet stuff.This sitch is really making it hard for me to be productive. 


I had lost direction. 




Knowing that losing direction is a major life crisis, I pondered this past few months on what I really want to do and stick to that plan. Somehow it's still the same, I still want to work in the fashion industry but I don't have the means to do so. I remembered applying for Girbaud as a buyer the past months but sadly they didn't contact me for an interview even after I followed it up. After a few weeks, I heard that my friend was contacted and she got the job, that was when I followed it up, but still no news from the team. I also applied for a few networks, and had been helping my tita with her talent agency(with a few VTRs aside hihi). But I still don't have a stable job.


 I didn't want a sit in jobs where I would just infinitely edit and design graphics for advertising agencies and networks. I want to be a fashion stylist, merch buyer for apparels, maybe a fashion designer, production assistant or an events coordinator. I want to move around, I want to travel. I don't want a 9-12 office job. But somehow if I want to start working asap I can't be choosy anymore. I have to make money.Freelancing is not enough anymore, I have to have a 9-5 job, as much I don't want office work that makes my butt hurt and my eyes strain, I have to. Now I'm still looking for work and waiting for a few companies to contact me back for interview. I just wish I get the job I want, if I had a new opportunity for it I'd definitely grab it immediately and never let it pass.


For now I just have to wait for the right job and right time. :)


While waiting I'll just start posting again!Yeey!!


<3 Elaine

1 comment:

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